senenggggggggggggggggggg

ahhhhhhhh..
its true that every bad day theres always something good to it..
maybe it doesnt happen in one day..but i know something good is around the corner..
thanks Jayleigh : )

i was so pissed..and feel so depressed the other day..
i cried alone in the night and just feel like barfing..
and i did barf..gee..just typing that i already feel pathetic and sorry for myself..
@_@
anyway..i cried again today..in the morning..from 9 till 2 in the evenin..
yea..my eyes are already like soo small..but when i looked in the mirror i looked good! lol..
cos i have these big folds in my eyelids..*blink blink*
but later during the day..im feel sleeeeepyy.. -_-"" very very sleepy..i think thats what happens when u cry a lot..
after goin out to the mall..which made me happy..cos i found 2 gorgeous evening dress..( which looks kinda ridiculous cos i have these big flabby arms ) but it looks good on me..i think mom's gonna buy it for me tomorrow..yay!! 2 dresses come to mama..seriously..i like it a lot..

one is baby pink made out of these really smooth fabric..but also kinda invisible..and the skirt is like on the left side its short n on the right side its kinda long..its really niceeeee...its one shoulder..heres a pic of what i mean..in fact, it looks like it..but it got a shawl with it..and its not THAT sexy!

but theres something wrong with it..everytime i move..the upper side got flipped that it reveals the inside fabric..

the other one is black..its very elegant..n also very long..*sob sob* which means i havta wear high heels or else i'll look even more ridiculous..short people..pity me..no comment..*sobs*

okay forget about the dress..today i got a cd from me boyfriend..aww..so sweet..even though i didnt meet him today..( i got the cd from his driver delivery ) i still feel so happy..feel so..special..yeah..really special..he said he burned it for me to make my heart calm..aww..the songs are real nice..i LOVED this korean song..i think i've heard it before..i wish i cud upload it to my blog..but how ya..anyway..thanks a bunch, lukman! n_n