amath

wawaaaaaaa..
kemaren abis diajarin a math terus gua udah pusing-pusing gara-gara disuruh bikin nomer 1..eits bukan nomer satu "satu"..udah tau buku singapore..kalo satu ya ada a, b, c, d, e..terus ada ai, aii, aiii, bi, bii, biii..huff!

tapi untung kemaren nomer satunya cuman 1a-L [ ? ]
bangga nih gua!! soalnya padaal gua udah putus asa..tapi ternyata gua bisa bikin semuanya..and cuman ada 2 mistakes!!
tapi pas di kelas pas start new chapter gua ga ngerti sih..-__-"
T_T pengen drop a mathhhhhhh..

sekolah sableng ngapain suruh kita belajar susah-susah subject yang kita mau drop?
udah ga ada niat begini eh taunya ga boleh drop! mending kasih tau sekarang lah boleh drop ato ga..kenapa harus tunggu abis mid-year? otak tar udah abis spacenya buat gua blajar subjects yang laen..dasar sekolah ga becus!! bencii bencii!!

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

capek..

.....

capek.....

why?

u asked me..why?

because u rather spend time with ur friends than with me

u asked me..why?

because u know that im already yours so u took me for granted

u asked me..why?

because u never listen to what i said

u asked me..why?

because u always want to hurt me

u asked me..why?

because u never care about my feelings

u asked me..why?

because u know i really love to watch u play soccer but u never invited me to any of ur gams,even when i already told u i want to go


now im going to ask u..why?

why?

u asked me..why?

i know, even though ur extra close with me..u will have no time in opening my blog..
but maybe this time u have..and then maybe u dont..

so i'll answer u anyway..

because u are extra special that i always want to care for u so much more

because its u who i always think of

because i never get any care from u like i deserve to get

because u always do the opposite of what i told u to do

because u always break promises

because u never want to try to understand me

because u always make excuses


because i . .

love you . .

my nail

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh..
i just wanted to tell u all that..
today..
my nail has officially is no longer a member of my fore finger..

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu..
i peeled it off today during english class..cos it really bothered me..even with the plaster around it..oh! btw this nail is 1/2 off..and i cant just cut it off because it would mean i have to cut almost 3/5 of my nail..@_@ anyway..when i peeled it off, i didnt hurt that much..but now i feel like i have no nail at all!! and its worst! actually, while im typing, i feel like i dont have a left fore finger anymore..

bwaaaaaaa

ga tahan..

banyak nyamuk!!

DAAaaAAAAaAAaAgGG!!

pegeeeell..capeeeeekk..

huhuhuhuhuhuhu..ngantuk juga..*ngiler*

hahahahahahahaahahha..semuanya pada tau vit-c kan? permen bulet yang udah famous banget buat diisep-isep? gua jamin pasti semuanya pada tau deh..gua lagi demen makan itu..enak sih..gara-gara tadi makan itu melulu buat lunch break and afterschool, gua jadi tummy ache deh..hixhix..mana abis sekolah ada remedial lagi..aahhhhhhhhhh..miss dian miss dian..ck ck..di bulan ramadhan tak boleh berdosa..kasih pr sejubel melulu..bopengan gua lama-lama..

kalo loe cium vit-c'nya di depan idung loe..keluar ludah banyak deh..tadi sangking ngilernya..gua jadi ngeces di chinese class deh..haiahiahaihaihaihaihaihai..

o ya..pr masih banyak...HIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIXHIX..

sweetest day?

ayo tebak..sandal gua yang mana??

kata cici gua..
tanggal 16 kemaren itu sweetest day..
masa sih??
yaaaaaaaahh..=(

kalo tau begitu sih..siangnya gua pengen jalan-jalan dulu ama......
tapi emang ga cukup waktu sih..abis jemput mama dari sekolah, ke tempat bungkus kado..disitu dari jam 1.30-2.30an..abis bungkus 4 kado..bayangin aja..
abis gitu, pulang ke rumah, mama laper mau makan dulu..sedangkan saya, puasa nih..hahahahahaha..ga deng..u'll find out why soon..
jadi berangkat dari rumah jam 3..ke PI abis itu..mau beli rok di debenhams..
and mau cari tasssssssssssss..gua ga ada tas kecil buat ditenteng kalo lagi pergi-pergi nih..T_T
muter-muter PI ama EX gara-gara mama ngotot ga mau beliin tas yang dijual di toko-toko point break, disuruhnya cari di mango, sogo, project blood shop..gimana mau ketemu tas bagus..situ kan jual tas mami-mami semua..*sigh* akir-akirnya marah-marahan ama mama deh..
udah gua pake sandal casual gitu..aduuuu..peeeegeeeellllll!!
tapi akirnya beli roknya juga sih..TETAPI..ga dipake ke ultah temen..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..abisnya dapet sms katanya mau nonton di EX..wah wah..di ex aja gua pake jeans + tee kedinginan..jadi gua pergi pake jeans + jacket deh..pulang dari EX jam setengah 5..udah takut ga keburu mandi..ehh..pas dijemput taunya pada pake rok..Ø_Ø jengkel bener..

hm hm..gua tulis beginian kok pusing sendiri ya bacanya..acak-acakan banget..
peduli deh..

pokoknya kemaren gua bener-bener SENENGGGGGGGGGGG..tapi cuman 5o% happy abisnya ga ketemu lukman..=(
tapi bener-bener seneng deh..bisa pulang malem, hang out ama temen-temen lama..mereka bener-bener setia kawan deh..stick together..always..bener-bener seneng dateng ke party loe, nes..HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!!

mmmmmmmmmmm

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!!

PAPA BAIKKKKKKK!!!!!

kenapa ya papa sekarang jadi baik??

hari ini pulang-pulang dari shopping, udah ada laptop baru..papa bilang "lah kan nanti inez perlu kalo belajar di luar negeri?" *sigh* padaal dulu marah-marah loh..gara-gara gua kalo angkat telpon ga bilang "halo pa" terus dia marah-marah sampe bilang gua nanti abis lulus di indo aja..*JRENGGGGGGGG* mau mati..padaal dari kecil sudah ku impi-impikan mau pergi ke america..ke australia..ke europe..ke canada..ga deng..hahahaha..maruk amat gua..itu kalo udah honeymoon..suami udah kaya aja deh..*ca-ching!*

terus, tadi pulang juga jam setengah 6 sore loh..pulang-pulang papa diem-diem aja..hmmmmm..

thennnn, tadi pas makan malem, udah dag dig dug mau tanya boleh ga ke ulang taun temen..terus pas nanya, jawabnya udah ga niat gitu..x_x "ulang taun apa?" yah..biasa papa ini kuper..selalu pikir ulang tahun kok pake diaraya-rayain..apalagi sama temen-temen..eh tadi taunya dibilang boleh pergi..terus pas udah ngomong..kan gua bingung..biasa kan dia berbacot ria..tanya ini lah itu lah..pulang jam berapa lah..nanya pulang jam berapa pun malah disuruh pulang jam segini..@_@ jadi gua tadi tanya.."boleh sampe jam berapa?" eh malah dijawab "terserah sampe jam berapa" aduhaiiii...senangnya..terus pake ditanyain "perlu uang ga?" segala lagi..hihihihihihihihi..

o ya!! tadi pas di plaza indonesia, ada dept store baru..namanya debensham ato apaan ga tau..dari britain..and gua ketemu rok cakepppp skali..suka deh sukaaaa..gua rok cuman ada satu loh..cewe ni gua cewe..T_T *pity me* tapi pas liat harganya..JRUENGGGGGG..yah..abis di import dari britain..udah pake pound sterling..gimana ga mahal? untung ga pingsan gua..mau beli jadi ogah-ogahan..terus gua mingkem melulu di dalem fitting room..muahahahaahahaha..mama sampe kasian ngeliat gua..abisnya, rok itu kalo dipake disini, kesannya murahan..cocoknya dipake di luar negeri..tapi bener-bener suka..tapi takut ntar kalo makin tinggi, tapi ga makin kurus..gimana yaaaa? awh no!! muam muam..pengen beli.........*drools*

muchas muchas..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

buat agnes!

yang baru umur 15..betapa kecilnya kau ini..xi xi xi xi..

God bless u yah!

sorry kemaren malem gua ketiduran..jadi ga bisa wish u jam 12 deh..

tapi enak loh..gua tidur dari jam 5 sore ampe 5.30 pagi..¬_¬

HUAHAUHAUAHUAHAUAHUAHAUHAHAUHAUAHUA

KUTU!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
do not underestimate the power of kutu!!
esp. KUTU LONCAT!!

najong jijay bajay lalalalala!!
kemaren-kemaren ini gua lagi belajar, terus gua liat item-item kecil.."seperti kutu", pikir gua, jadi gua diemin aja..eh mulai kemaren gua gatel-gatel, and today pas pulang sekolah, udah ada 5 gigitan! merah-merah..aduuuuuu..gatelnya persis banget deh kayak pas gua kelas 7!

( pas kelas 7, gua ama cici gua digigitin kutu loncat..ga tau asalnya darimana, and ga tau mereka ilang kemana. waktu itu gua bener-bener menderita banget..satu badan udah korengan! iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..gila bener-bener kayak anak kampung deh! tinggal itemin kulit gua aja..pokoknya itu bentol-bentol kalo digaruk..ASOYYYYYY rasanya!! bener-bener..uih..1oo% satisfaction deh..tapi ilangnya ga cepet..perlu lebih dari 2 bulanan kayaknya..itu kutu bener-bener pengen gua bejek..dia abis gigit, loncat, and gigit lagi, loncat..tambah lagi, dia itu kan kecilnya minta ampun..jadi mau ditangkep pun susah, dia udah keburu gigit.. )

abis gua bangun tidur, i found another 5 bites! MY GOD!! cepet-cepet gua lap badan, and kasih bedak purol..moga-moga efektif deh..untung masih daerah paha..kalo nurun ke betis and sampe tangan..aduuuuu..ke sekolah mau taro dimana muka gua iniiiii..hixhix *tears*

outrageOus

and if you dont like it then lalalalalalala

i miss ph!!

ama sapa?? ama temen-temen ph gua!!

iiiihhhhhh..gila..baru ngerasain kangen itu sperti apa loh!!

maksudnya kangen temen sih..pokoknya..bener-bener pengen hang out sama mereka deh..palagi malem-malem gini..aihhhhh..pengen deh sama-sama duduk di atas atap melihat bintang2..kalo ada yang jatoh..i would wish i could be with them forever and ever..*sigh* if that cud ever happen..jadi inget paris malem-malem dingin-dingin..kapan-kapan kalo gua udah kaya kita semua ke paris yukk cewek-cewek!!

gua baru dari friendster..hari ini gua udah isiin testimonial berapa banyak ya? pokoknya asal anak ph seangkatan gua aja gua isiin..( yang keliatan loh..ga ampe search2an ) abis kangeeennnnnnnn bangeeeeeeeeeeeettttt!! ga nyangka banget yah gua bisa sekangen gini..

lets see..first of all ya gua kangen ama GANJEN.COM!!

ni foto-foto merekaa..yang cantik-cantik pastinyaaaaa..

muach muach kangen dehhhh..=) i wish im still at sph to have all the fun with u guys..sorry banget kalo loe ultah gua pada ga bisa dateng..i really regret that..sorry yaaaaaa..but im really grateful loe ngundang gua kok..temen lama ga bisa dilupakan..itulah saya..hahahaahahahaha..jijai bajai..

then ada temen-temen lainnya..seperti adri, andrew, dodo, edwin, kyu, henry, nicky, petra, clarinta, ashley, all the "ga jelas" koreans, jee eun, natalia, anas, karina, natasha, pauline, agnes, david, nat, melissa, maureen, junior aduuu..ga tau mau sebutin sapa lagi..banyak banget..!! yang udah sekelas sama gua dari tk ampe grade 8..i miss u guys a whole lot!!!!!! entah gara-gara keresean mereka ato kebawelan mereka yang selalu bikin kelas jadi rame..sayang anak ph sekarang udah pada mental-mental ke segala penjuru..and ada pula yang sekarang gua ga tau kabarnya gimana..sedih ya..

PENGEN BALIK KE PH!!!!!!!!!!

proud of my dad

he won this trophy today..
its the most grand..umm..actually because its green..-_-"
thats why it looks a bit mysterious..
but i knew that my dad is really good at golf..
he always won a trophy each month..
makes me feel embarrassed to be his daughter..that never win anything..hmph..useless me..

pengen pergi..

huhuhuhuhuhuhhuu..

sekolah itu emang bikin stresssssssss..
buktinya..dari kemaren itu gua ga sempet ngeblog!
alhasil ngeblog itu dibikin-bikin = ngeblog 2x di hari yang sama..satunya diganti tanggalnya..jadi keliatan kayak gua ngeblog kemaren..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..jadi malu..ketawan deh sifat licik gua..*blush*

fufufufufu..

dari kemaren bawaannya capek melulu..kerjain pr di tempat tidur makanya jadi ngantuk deh..*loh?* kerjain di meja tambah ga konsen.. jadi mending kerjain di tempat tidur..dingin-dingin empuk..udah gitu kalo otak udah ga kerja..molor aje..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

capek..

kurang tidur..

pr belom selese..

hasil tes jadi jelek-jelek..

untung hari ini bisa online..takes off all da daym horrible stress!

sabtu ini pengennnnn banget pergi ke ultah temen gua..sayangnya, gara-gara gua anak paling disayang *ga banget!* curfew gua ini jam 6 soree..itu mah namanya bukan curfew..ya kan ya kan?? mau ngerayu papa..tapi pasti papa bilang "GA BOLEH!" ( mulut gua langsung monyong and mata jadi gede ngelirik kanan-kiri *persis scrappy* ) apalagi kalo yang namanya pake supir sendiri..supirnya sendiri aja udah sewot gara-gara dipake malem-malem ( wut kinda attitude is this? ), and papa juga pasti ngebelain supir..so..no use..jadi mau pake alesan apa?? ga ada transportasi..apa naek taksi aja kabur? pulang-pulang babak belur deh..

jadi harus ada yang jemput n anter pulang juga..eheheheheheheheh..

typical inez's question on friday night *pasang tampang sok imut*
"tapi..gua ga ada supir.."
pasti ada yang jawab "gua jemput deh"

tapi sayang si dia ini kayaknya juga ga boleh pergi malem-malem..gua tau kalo gua minta pasti dia mau..tapi kasian juga sih..jadi pergi sama dia siang aja..kalo malemnya ga boleh..at least siang udah pergi..at least itu udah kurangin 2-weeks-stuck-at-home-burden gua..

ayayayayayayaya!! udah mau jam 10!! gua blom belajar!! tadi ketiduran!! HEHE!!
lagian guru gua kalo kasih pr tu overdosis banget!! kalo mulai ngomong "okay so that will be your homework..plus...." nyerocosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss terussssssssssssssssssssssssss..dasar ms.dian!! hihh!! gemes gila!! muka imut-imut tapi sifat devil..jengkel banget..mana kalo udah kasih pr banyak dia malah ketawa-ketawa senyum-senyum.. -_-"""""

tak baik senang diatas penderitaan orang tahu, bu!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to gabriella!!

God bless!!

small is beautiful

" the best things come from small packages " is what i thought of when i bumped into scrappy the 2nd time..
hahahahahahahaha..sorry..
the first time is when the power is out..
yee..sapa suruh udah item-item kecil lagi..*snickers*
terus tadi lagi di toilet..lagi ngaca, and kacanya cuman sampe pinggang, ga keliatan si scrappy mau minum air..ketabrak deh..cup cup..

gua tadi lagi cari quotenya "beautiful (something something) come in small packages" tapi lupa..makanya tadi search di google..ga nyangka ketemu these amazing pictures..sculptured by Willard Wigan..

this one is the sculpture of Peter Pan the movie, on a fish hook

i think this one is on the head of a pin..its a sculpture of Snow White

n this one, is on top of a pin also..

so..beautiful things does come in small packages..

cool layout

i found this really cool layout..
and it even got a video playin on it..not just a song..

check it out..

http://www.blogskins.com/info.php?sid=18919

but i still dunno whether i wanna change my skin or not..im still not bored with mine..HARHAR!!
but i really wanna use this skin..but for what ya?? hm hm..my personal blog?? nah i already have a nice skin planned for my own personal blog..

senenggggggggggggggggggg

ahhhhhhhh..
its true that every bad day theres always something good to it..
maybe it doesnt happen in one day..but i know something good is around the corner..
thanks Jayleigh : )

i was so pissed..and feel so depressed the other day..
i cried alone in the night and just feel like barfing..
and i did barf..gee..just typing that i already feel pathetic and sorry for myself..
@_@
anyway..i cried again today..in the morning..from 9 till 2 in the evenin..
yea..my eyes are already like soo small..but when i looked in the mirror i looked good! lol..
cos i have these big folds in my eyelids..*blink blink*
but later during the day..im feel sleeeeepyy.. -_-"" very very sleepy..i think thats what happens when u cry a lot..
after goin out to the mall..which made me happy..cos i found 2 gorgeous evening dress..( which looks kinda ridiculous cos i have these big flabby arms ) but it looks good on me..i think mom's gonna buy it for me tomorrow..yay!! 2 dresses come to mama..seriously..i like it a lot..

one is baby pink made out of these really smooth fabric..but also kinda invisible..and the skirt is like on the left side its short n on the right side its kinda long..its really niceeeee...its one shoulder..heres a pic of what i mean..in fact, it looks like it..but it got a shawl with it..and its not THAT sexy!

but theres something wrong with it..everytime i move..the upper side got flipped that it reveals the inside fabric..

the other one is black..its very elegant..n also very long..*sob sob* which means i havta wear high heels or else i'll look even more ridiculous..short people..pity me..no comment..*sobs*

okay forget about the dress..today i got a cd from me boyfriend..aww..so sweet..even though i didnt meet him today..( i got the cd from his driver delivery ) i still feel so happy..feel so..special..yeah..really special..he said he burned it for me to make my heart calm..aww..the songs are real nice..i LOVED this korean song..i think i've heard it before..i wish i cud upload it to my blog..but how ya..anyway..thanks a bunch, lukman! n_n

bestfriend or backstabber

i know i can't give good advice
to you when you was down
but it doesnt mean
that i dont care about you
and did not want to know about your deepest sorrows

usually i see friends as happy-go-lucky people that can always cheer me up..even though they didn't really care whether i had finished pouring my heart out..when they see me down..they just cheer me up..

but now, i can see clearly its a different situation..
if friends means the people that are always there for me in my ups and downs..
then i clearly have no friends at all..